I’ve used a little poetic license in this sonnet. I am not alone for Thanksgiving, but it is quiet here. In years past I would be frantically preparing a feast for an army. Today it will just be me and my husband with my mom and a neighbor, enjoying a traditional turkey dinner. I do feel a little wistful as I reflect on those busy days that seem so long ago, but I also feel deep gratitude for this time and place and season of life. I hope you have a blessed day in whatever season you are in.
Quotidian Gratitude
For the blue sky that frames white clouds
And chill, crisp air that makes me gasp;
The leaves underfoot, they crunch so loud,
Their fading colors vain memory clasps.
I walk through halls, indoors, my mind
Recalls full tables–food and friends;
Taking for granted that I’d find
Such bounty always with no end.
Yet endings come and here I sit
Alone–books, blanket company,
Grateful I will never forget
Bright, joyful moments given me.
This moment, too, may I still prize,
Seeing through dim but focused eyes.
This was the first year I chose to go to a restaurant with my youngest son and some friends to enjoy Thanksgiving dinner. It was truly bittersweet as I remembered and reflected on the many years of celebrating with my big family, and yet enjoying this new tradition. I am thankful for my new life and everyone in it.
I miss the chaos of huge family gatherings, too. I am so thankful for happy memories, and I just leave the rest in my Saviour's capable hands.